Monday, March 30, 2020

Birds During a Pandemic




I stand with my feet placed 
Mindfully together, 
Head slowly bows 
Towards the earth. 


Just then, a woodpecker 
Right outside my window 
Shows its gaudy red cap,
Pecking loudly at the feeder. 
Before you know it 
He call his friends, and
I’m engaging in the banned act 
Of communal prayer 
With a gathering 
Of birds. 


I try to reflect and maintain focus
While the birds are chattering endlessly 
And pecking their breakfast 
Out from my birdfeeder. 
Haven’t they any respect? 
I chuckle at the thought
Of them in the synagogue, still yelling,
When we return to normalcy. 


On top of my feeder a bluejay is singing.
There are places where gathering limits are
Smaller than my family 
But the bluejay calls over
Swaths of children and friends
Without a worry. 
Their world isn’t shaken, 
Their world hasn’t been touched. 


The birds continue chirping in sweet naivety. 
They have reversed the roles on us.
While we are now caged in our homes
My birds’ cage door,
Much to their delight, is always open.
Squawking until we fulfill their every demand, 
They are in the limelight of freedom in this house.  


The birds are still 
Waking up with the sky 
And chattering during prayer 
Like they have nothing to request 
From God. 
And there’s a sort of hope I’ve found here, 
There’s a truth I’ve learned 
From their tunes
When they sing, and talk, 
And forget to check the news. 
These birds, I think they live in the future,
When Nature will restore
What she has taken away
As Nature will do. 


The birds, they act no differently
Than they did before the world 
Seemed to crumble 
Under the crushing of the merciless,
Veiled force, peering around every corner,
They live in the post-plague world,
They are free. 

The Death of the Author or Discussing The Yellow Wallpaper

The Death of the Author 
or


My class wondered if 
We should kill the author. 
And I found it odd

This favorability of the work of 
Their own minds 
Over the one who wrote it. 


They searched for latent content
In the author’s words 
Like surgeons trying to extract
Literature, from its roots 
Firmly planted
In origin. 


Do not shoot the author. 


Instead, 
Plant a flower 
By her grave. 
Instead, 
Walk the trail 
That connects her words 
To the source. 
The source that stirred her
Hands, to write
The inexplicable,
The mystery of  
The workings of
This human mind
You will never find it.  
It doesn’t matter. 


They saw the author 
While she was weak and said 
“Go back to sleep, 
Little darling.”
Like the husband,
Like the physicians 
Who did not heed their clients.


Her words 
Are not floating. 
They blossomed 
From her brain. 
They were born 
From her mind,
A mind
Of such strength 
The 18th century men were blind to it 
Until it was too late, 
Until too many women 
Had gone mad 
Believing them. 


When I start my sentence
“The author expresses...” 
I will not delete it. 


Her voice, her words, 
Kept her alive because 
They were the only thing that was hers
Her words 
Shot out of her pen 
From isolation and struck 
The injustices 
From the angle 
Where they could expose
And history heard 
Her words
And we still 
Wonder 
If we should hear them 

As they were intended.